tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-79563453684173298422024-03-12T19:53:16.217-07:00Mirror of MeSadikshahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05081145177748412842noreply@blogger.comBlogger29125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7956345368417329842.post-50237552216598683622011-03-05T18:43:00.000-08:002011-03-05T18:48:37.030-08:00Changing Hearts<p face=""" size="11pt" style="margin: 0in;">this is a new one. :)</p><p face=""" size="11pt" style="margin: 0in;"><br /></p><p face=""" size="11pt" style="margin: 0in;">Changing Hearts</p><p style="margin: 0in; font-family: "Lucida Calligraphy"; font-size: 11pt;"><br /></p><p style="margin: 0in; font-family: "Lucida Calligraphy"; font-size: 11pt;">That day my heart shattered into a thousand pieces</p> <p style="margin: 0in; font-family: "Lucida Calligraphy"; font-size: 11pt;">Even if a tomorrow came slowly</p> <p style="margin: 0in; font-family: "Lucida Calligraphy"; font-size: 11pt;">I couldn't pick myself together soon enough</p> <p style="margin: 0in; font-family: "Lucida Calligraphy"; font-size: 11pt;">I'll try and go back to the way I was before</p> <p style="margin: 0in; font-family: "Lucida Calligraphy"; font-size: 11pt;">Without a change of heart</p> <p style="margin: 0in; font-family: "Lucida Calligraphy"; font-size: 11pt;">And see myself come right back here again</p><p style="margin: 0in; font-family: "Lucida Calligraphy"; font-size: 11pt;"><br /></p> <p style="margin: 0in; font-family: "Lucida Calligraphy"; font-size: 11pt;"></p><p style="margin: 0in; font-family: "Lucida Calligraphy"; font-size: 11pt;">Maybe I'll bring everything back too</p> <p style="margin: 0in; font-family: "Lucida Calligraphy"; font-size: 11pt;">The same scenery and the secrecy in which we held each other</p> <p style="margin: 0in; font-family: "Lucida Calligraphy"; font-size: 11pt;">I feel the same high tension all over again</p> <p style="margin: 0in; font-family: "Lucida Calligraphy"; font-size: 11pt;">We try and try to be the same </p> <p style="margin: 0in; font-family: "Lucida Calligraphy"; font-size: 11pt;">Still frame as we once were</p><p style="margin: 0in; font-family: "Lucida Calligraphy"; font-size: 11pt;"><br /></p><p style="margin: 0in; font-family: "Lucida Calligraphy"; font-size: 11pt;">We're still broken and not yet mendable</p> <p style="margin: 0in; font-family: "Lucida Calligraphy"; font-size: 11pt;">We lay breathing yet we're not smiling like we used to</p> <p style="margin: 0in; font-family: "Lucida Calligraphy"; font-size: 11pt;">Our hearts apart and forever different </p> <p style="margin: 0in; font-family: "Lucida Calligraphy"; font-size: 11pt;">Like we're different souls now</p><br /><p style="margin: 0in; font-family: "Lucida Calligraphy"; font-size: 11pt;">Those days when I felt like I was unbreakable</p> <p style="margin: 0in; font-family: "Lucida Calligraphy"; font-size: 11pt;">Seem so childish now</p> <p style="margin: 0in; font-family: "Lucida Calligraphy"; font-size: 11pt;">No life in this apocalyptic world</p> <p style="margin: 0in; font-family: "Lucida Calligraphy"; font-size: 11pt;">No life that I care for</p><br /><p style="margin: 0in; font-family: "Lucida Calligraphy"; font-size: 11pt;">That day, my heart shattered into a thousand pieces,</p> <p style="margin: 0in; font-family: "Lucida Calligraphy"; font-size: 11pt;">We weren't meant to be broken, and </p> <p style="margin: 0in; font-family: "Lucida Calligraphy"; font-size: 11pt;">We all strayed away from each other </p> <p style="margin: 0in; font-family: "Lucida Calligraphy"; font-size: 11pt;">If we only changed one second,</p> <p style="margin: 0in; font-family: "Lucida Calligraphy"; font-size: 11pt;">If we could only say the same one more day.</p><br /><p style="margin: 0in; font-family: "Lucida Calligraphy"; font-size: 11pt;">I don't see the same scenery anymore</p> <p style="margin: 0in; font-family: "Lucida Calligraphy"; font-size: 11pt;">That sunset and the sunrise</p> <p style="margin: 0in; font-family: "Lucida Calligraphy"; font-size: 11pt;">Each was a new day</p> <p style="margin: 0in; font-family: "Lucida Calligraphy"; font-size: 11pt;">Now they all blend together without a difference</p><p style="margin: 0in; font-family: "Lucida Calligraphy"; font-size: 11pt;"><br /></p> <p style="margin: 0in; font-family: "Lucida Calligraphy"; font-size: 11pt;">That dream that we all wanted to keep safe</p> <p style="margin: 0in; font-family: "Lucida Calligraphy"; font-size: 11pt;">That wish that all of us wanted to keep alive</p> <p style="margin: 0in; font-family: "Lucida Calligraphy"; font-size: 11pt;">We all believed that we couldn't be torn apart</p> <p style="margin: 0in; font-family: "Lucida Calligraphy"; font-size: 11pt;">Why do I still see the sky that we still saw?</p> <p style="margin: 0in; font-family: "Lucida Calligraphy"; font-size: 11pt;">Our broken promises are still in the air</p> <p style="margin: 0in; font-family: "Lucida Calligraphy"; font-size: 11pt;">Our betrayal</p><br /><p style="margin: 0in; font-family: "Lucida Calligraphy"; font-size: 11pt;">I remember that day</p> <p style="margin: 0in; font-family: "Lucida Calligraphy"; font-size: 11pt;">We all held ribbons</p> <p style="margin: 0in; font-family: "Lucida Calligraphy"; font-size: 11pt;">And promised each other to never part</p><br /><p style="margin: 0in; font-family: "Lucida Calligraphy"; font-size: 11pt;">And now, why?</p><br /><p style="margin: 0in; font-family: "Lucida Calligraphy"; font-size: 11pt;">I remember that day,</p> <p style="margin: 0in; font-family: "Lucida Calligraphy"; font-size: 11pt;">When our soon to be broken promises </p> <p style="margin: 0in; font-family: "Lucida Calligraphy"; font-size: 11pt;">Were spoken like they would always be kept.<span style=""> </span></p>Sadikshahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05081145177748412842noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7956345368417329842.post-10169392410985213092011-02-14T18:02:00.000-08:002011-02-14T18:45:12.051-08:00The Other World<span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">okay so, i have NOT written in such a long time, and when i tried, i couldn't stop.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">it's not edited, so please point out the mistakes if you see any! :D</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">Thankyou so much for taking your time to read my posts! i know i don't reply much and all, but i really do appreciate your encouragement. It's just that I start thinking that if i say "thankyou!" and all so much, it'll start to sound like I'm just saying it and i don't really mean it (and i really do mean it). -.-'</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">(the name of the poem is still being worked on as of yet, but this is the 'prototype', you could say)</span><br /><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 102);font-family:times new roman;font-size:100%;" ><span style="">The Other World</span><br /><br /><span style="">I live here alone</span><br /><span style="">At the edge of the earth;</span><br /><span style="">There are long fields where lights</span><br /><span style="">Float up, towards the clouds</span><br /><span style="">Blackened skies that are never luminous </span><br /><span style="">They simply suck up the lights...</span><br /><br /><span style="">The yellow grass that never glows green</span><br /><span style="">The roses that never fall</span><br /><span style="">Yet they are so dried and dead..</span><br /><br /><span style="">I'm here all alone</span><br /><span style="">And I search for you</span><br /><span style="">The broken buildings fall</span><br /><span style="">And I lose myself in the</span><br /><span style="">Devastation.</span><br /><br /><span style="">I search for the cities in the night</span><br /><span style="">Where I once knew</span><br /><span style="">When they lightened up like</span><br /><span style="">The same lights that float around</span><br /><br /><span style="">I search for the same soul</span><br /><span style="">I once knew,</span><br /><span style="">Laughing and kind;</span><br /><span style="">Always changing</span><br /><span style="">Yet always so familiar.</span><br /><br /><span style="">The shattered glass reflects</span><br /><span style="">The darkness in the skies,</span><br /><span style="">In place of the ocean that is long gone.</span><br /><br /><span style="">Here I am,</span><br /><span style="">Without you;</span><br /><span style="">Always finding my way, and</span><br /><span style="">Always losing myself.</span><br /><br /><span style="">I see my windows,</span><br /><span style="">The shutters open</span><br /><span style="">And I see the other world</span><br /><span style="">With so much life and beauty...</span><br /><br /><span style="">Here I am,</span><br /><span style="">Without you;</span><br /><span style="">Always searching for a way to leave,</span><br />Yet I never seem to find the way out. </span>Sadikshahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05081145177748412842noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7956345368417329842.post-3083260833355901932010-06-13T21:24:00.000-07:002010-11-16T16:13:39.705-08:00Lügenthe title means "lies" in German. enjoy! :DDD<br /><br />Lügen <br /><br />Change it, <br />The faces that you put on everyday. <br />Plaster your empty smile across your appearance,<br />Mutate the way the outsiders see you. <br /><br />I see the pain that drives you, <br />The ambitions that unravel you.<br />I see the pats on the back they give;<br />You always go home and cry in the end. <br /><br />I can see you look, <br />Each time your sight travels<br />I can see you try to find <br />Each time you have that searching expression. <br /><br />Stand back as you see the mask<br />Your mask; see that they all put on <br />The same façade. I see your amazed look<br />When you finally figure it out.<br />But I doubt you ever will. <br /><br />I don't need your pity,<br />You who hides behind a mask;<br />Too afraid to face the world.<br />I don't need your kindness….<br /><br />Why don’t you just scream at me;<br />Run far away, and leave me be. <br />I see the truth that drives you, <br />And the lies that mask you. <br /><br />I see your broken promises,<br />Lying under the rooftops of your past.<br />I see your shattered dreams,<br />Visible and taunting every time you dare to close your eyes.<br /><br />I can see your pain,<br />The guilt that makes you lose yourself.<br />I see the haunting happiness <br />That gives you a false hope for the future<br />That is yet to come….Sadikshahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05081145177748412842noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7956345368417329842.post-27212942216581110462010-05-08T20:29:00.000-07:002010-05-09T17:41:05.142-07:00EngelsflügelThis was made for a good friend of mine. =). the title means "angel wings" in German. -.-' enjoy!<br /><br />Engelsflügel <br /><br />Today, I was walking through the alleys,<br />Thinking about you.<br />I drifted mindlessly, <br />Until I couldn't find a trace of the path<br />I seemed to have taken;<br />It was a dead end. <br /><br />But not quite….<br /><br />There were two birds out there,<br />One white and beautiful,<br />So unblemished, and surreal;<br />Then there was the grey one,<br />It was also beautiful, yet it seemed so real.<br />But, the grey one had a lame wing.<br /><br />Before I knew it,<br />The white one was flying, <br />It went up the dark alley<br />And into the sky,<br />But it lingered in a wire,<br />One that held on to a pole,<br />Seeming to wait for the grey one.<br /><br />The latter tried.<br />It simply tried flying up;<br />It fell down.<br />The bird then tried on and on for quite sometime. <br />I stood there,<br />Watching its effort be fruitless.<br /><br />The white one also stood there,<br />Patiently; just simply waiting.<br />It broke my heart, though;<br />It seemed to have no sympathy,<br />No remorse. It didn't even go<br />And encourage the grey bird.<br /><br />The grey one was still trying,<br />And it was almost sunset<br />Until it gave up.<br />I sat down and stared at it;<br />And it turned around and <br />Gazed at me; pleading, almost.<br /><br />I then raised up,<br />And held up the grey bird.<br />We stood there,<br />The grey bird and I,<br />Not knowing what to do.<br />We waited, and it was not even dark,<br />The sun hadn't even set;<br />Even the sun seemed to wait for the grey one<br />To fly.<br /><br />And held my hand up high,<br />And heaved the grey bird.<br />It flew, yet it seemed to have fallen. <br />There was a pause, and I can still picture it<br />In my mind, <br />Like it only just happened a few movements ago.<br /><br />The bird flew high up,<br />While the white one could only<br />Follow in awe; in amazement. <br /><br />Even I watched it in amazement, <br />As it flew high up, <br />Off toward the setting sun,<br />Never looking back.Sadikshahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05081145177748412842noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7956345368417329842.post-47693517021144190342010-04-18T18:44:00.000-07:002010-04-18T18:45:13.974-07:00Deiner Gnade<p style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0in; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'Lucida Calligraphy';font-size:130%;color:#000080;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15px;">Deiner Gnade </span></span></p><p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy"><br /></p><p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy">I could name each </p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy">And every star in the universe</p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy">After you.</p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy"> </p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy">You could stand by me</p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy">And never have anyone distress you.</p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy"> </p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy">I could be still,</p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy">And not have my regrets</p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy">Placed before me.</p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy"> </p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy">You could fly across the world,</p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy">Your beauty, so unperturbed,</p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy">So untroubled. So undisturbed. </p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy"> </p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy">I would stand here,</p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy">And revel in all </p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy">I can….</p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy"> </p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy">You would glide </p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy">In your grace.</p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy">Man kind's jealousy of your </p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy">Elegance. Your agility…. </p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy"> </p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy">And I, </p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy">I would be your sword</p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy">In bloodshed and battle.</p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy">Your shield through </p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy">Pain and war,</p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy">Suffering and scorn….</p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy"> </p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy">I could name </p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy">Each and every</p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy">Star after you,</p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy">Make do with every </p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy">Smile I see in you. </p>Sadikshahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05081145177748412842noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7956345368417329842.post-64361331795926866182010-03-27T19:56:00.000-07:002010-03-27T19:58:33.506-07:00Zephyr<p style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0in; color:navy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><i>Zephyr</i></span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0in; color:navy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><i><br /></i></span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0in; color:navy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><i>Black skies flying overhead.</i></span></span></p> <p style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0in; color:navy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><i>I keep walking but all I can see is</i></span></span></p> <p style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0in; color:navy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><i>The dark clouds passing me by.</i></span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0in; color:navy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><i><br /></i></span></span></p> <p style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0in; color:navy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><i> </i></span></span></p> <p style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0in; color:navy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><i>I see a broken mirror,</i></span></span></p> <p style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0in; color:navy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><i>Shards flying in dead air. </i></span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0in; color:navy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><i><br /></i></span></span></p> <p style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0in; color:navy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><i> </i></span></span></p> <p style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0in; color:navy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><i>I see a crippled mask,</i></span></span></p> <p style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0in; color:navy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><i>Its owner crumpled to the ground.</i></span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0in; color:navy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><i><br /></i></span></span></p> <p style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0in; color:navy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><i> </i></span></span></p> <p style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0in; color:navy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><i>I see crushed houses,</i></span></span></p> <p style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0in; color:navy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><i>Their roof tops shattered in,</i></span></span></p> <p style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0in; color:navy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><i>Their windows blocked,</i></span></span></p> <p style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0in; color:navy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><i>Their doors with bullet holes.</i></span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0in; color:navy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><i><br /></i></span></span></p> <p style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0in; color:navy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><i> </i></span></span></p> <p style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0in; color:navy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><i>I see fire surrounding </i></span></span></p> <p style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0in; color:navy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><i>The forest in which I walk on,</i></span></span></p> <p style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0in; color:navy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><i>Trees evaporating the smoldering dusky sky.</i></span></span></p> <p style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0in; color:navy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><i>Flowers ablaze in the darkened zephyr.</i></span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0in; color:navy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><i><br /></i></span></span></p> <p style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0in; color:navy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><i> </i></span></span></p> <p style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0in; color:navy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><i>I see their plastered smiles,</i></span></span></p> <p style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0in; color:navy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><i>Lying though their teeth.</i></span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0in; color:navy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><i><br /></i></span></span></p> <p style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0in; color:navy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><i>Pretending never works when </i></span></span></p> <p style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0in; color:navy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><i>It's transparent. </i></span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0in; color:navy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><i><br /></i></span></span></p> <p style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0in; color:navy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><i> </i></span></span></p> <p style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0in; color:navy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><i>I can see their world,</i></span></span></p> <p style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0in; color:navy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><i>Feel their helplessness.</i></span></span></p> <p style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0in; color:navy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><i>Trust broken in two,</i></span></span></p><p style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0in; color:navy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><i><br /></i></span></span></p> <p style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0in; color:navy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><i> </i></span></span></p> <p style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0in; color:navy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><i>Paradise twisted in all. </i></span></span></p> <p style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0in; color:navy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><i> </i></span></span></p> <p style="margin-top: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-bottom: 0in; margin-left: 0in; color:navy;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><i> </i></span></span></p>Sadikshahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05081145177748412842noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7956345368417329842.post-41022232245286409222010-03-10T17:31:00.000-08:002010-03-10T18:58:03.167-08:00Radiation<p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy">Radiation</p><p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy"><br /></p><p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy">The vast clouded skies darken,</p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy">Their burden falling in little droplets. </p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy">The tall trees have been shaken,</p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy">As the wind blows merciless. </p><p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy"><br /></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy"> </p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy">The green grass turns yellow and burns. </p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy">While the once blooming flowers wither. </p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy">The deeps seas rise in their tsunamis, </p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy">And the earth cracks as lava rises, </p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy">Ashes travel in the blackened air. </p><p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy"><br /></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy"> </p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy">Land becomes devoured by water,</p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy">And the cities sink,</p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy">The prosperous cities. </p><p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy"><br /></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy"> </p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy">The scorched skies,</p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy">Their burden falling in acid rain. </p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy">Wild fires burning in forests;</p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy">Burnt leaves swinging back and forth. </p><p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy"><br /></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy"> </p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy">It's not always a choice to decide,</p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy">When your own world is destroyed.</p><p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy"></p><p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy">When there was everything to lose,</p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy">And nothing to gain.</p><p></p><p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy"><br /></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy"> </p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy">Mutated humans,</p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy">In their liege.</p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy">Broken houses,</p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy">Unbreakable famine.</p><p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy"><br /></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy"> </p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy">Violent wars </p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy">And hatred. </p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy"> </p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:"Lucida Calligraphy";font-size:11.0pt; color:navy">Radiation….</p>Sadikshahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05081145177748412842noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7956345368417329842.post-25852019781074972472010-03-03T19:01:00.000-08:002010-03-03T19:02:29.331-08:00Dämmerung<em><span style="font-family:courier new;">title means Dusk in German = )</span></em><br /><br /><em>Dämmerung<br /><br />Remember the black dusk,<br />Where we shared our dreams?<br />The boundless blue sky,<br />The emerald sea.<br /><br />Remember the meadow,<br />Where the white flowers bloomed.<br />Where we ran, chasing the blue butterflies.<br />Where we laid, the sun shining on our faces.<br /><br />Now, I see you,<br />And I think that maybe,<br />It was all a lie.<br />I know I wont miss you.<br /><br />I can't seem to find<br />The words to describe how I've felt<br />During those times,<br />When you were just there, and not truly mine.<br /><br />I used to break when I saw you.<br />The way you smiled,<br />Your quiet ways of being so easily amused.<br />I know I wont miss you.<br /><br />I remember everyday,<br />When I used to just shine,<br />Feel I was lucky, knowing you.<br />I know I wont miss you.<br /><br />I remember your promise,<br />I remember it everyday.<br />I know I could never miss you.<br /><br />No, I could never miss<br />Your lies and boundless smiles;<br />Your warm laughter and cold eyes.<br />No, I could never miss you.<br /><br />I remember the forests<br />We used to hide in,<br />We were so small<br />Compared to the majestic trees.<br /><br />Through the darkness that fell,<br />As the blue sky darkened.<br />No, I don't miss you.<br />Not one bit. </em>Sadikshahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05081145177748412842noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7956345368417329842.post-4050082060091372732010-03-03T19:00:00.000-08:002010-03-03T19:01:03.577-08:00Where You Lead<em><span style="color:#330099;">lol, the title took me a long time to find. =\<br />but yeah. = )<br />it's kinda short-ish...lol<br /></span></em><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"><em>Where You Lead<br /><br />I think I'll stay here…<br />Take another breather.<br />Break another bridge,<br />Make another asperser.<br /><br />Don't want to chase<br />Another lie,<br />I want to break all my ties, and<br />Never take another chance to smile.<br /><br />Can't find my balance<br />In this world.<br />These words fly past me<br />And I can't find my responses.<br /><br />Can't lie to me,<br />Knowing all that you've done.<br />Can't lie to you,<br />When only truth comes out of me. But<br /><br />I'll tell you everything you want to hear,<br />Just this once, when there's nothing to fear.<br />I'll bring you everything you need,<br />And know that when I'm gone, I know where you'll lead.<br /><br />And I, I think I'll just stay here.<br />I think I'll just stay here.<br />Watching you move on,<br />Watching you carry on. But<br /><br />I'll tell you everything you want to hear,<br />Just this once, when there's no fear.<br />I'll bring you everything you need,<br />And know that when I'm gone, I know where you'll lead.<br />I know where you will lead…. </em></span>Sadikshahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05081145177748412842noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7956345368417329842.post-73372975994828740252010-03-03T18:53:00.000-08:002010-03-03T19:00:11.134-08:00Top Of The World<span style="font-family:courier new;"><em>Top Of The World<br /><br />I know I say a lot of things,<br />But I can't stay this way.<br />You're the only thing real to me<br />Because of the way you are and what you say.<br /><br />Things are meant to be<br />Said the way they're felt.<br />Broken hearts can't be mended<br />By wishing they were….<br /><br />I'm walking down these streets,<br />They're full of memories<br />Both flawless, and damaged.<br />And I don't wanna say goodbye,<br />But nothing's coming out right.<br /><br />You're on top of my world.<br />And you're the only thing<br />I can carry, without pain.<br /><br />All I can say is I need you,<br />And that you're the most genuine<br />Thing I know.<br /><br />You're the only thing I can carry<br />Without pain.<br /><br />You're out of this world,<br />And I could never leave.<br />And I want to be all<br />You want in me.<br />Everything you want in me.<br /><br />You're the only genuine thing I know,<br />And I won't be me without you.<br />Never without you.</em></span>Sadikshahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05081145177748412842noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7956345368417329842.post-64939324600472361822010-02-12T17:16:00.001-08:002010-02-12T17:24:51.862-08:00Auszehrung<em>idk.... Title means "Wasting Away" in German<br />....that's all i'll say...does it sound too....abrupt?<br />and it's short...= \<br />= O</em><br /><br /><strong>Auszehrung<br /></strong><br />When I'm falling,<br />And you're catching me.<br />I don't know why<br />But I wish you were the only one to blame...<br />You just can't disappear from my eyes<br />And nothing's the same.<br /><br />Could you just stand,<br />And never say a word?<br />Every time, I see you<br />I see you catching me.<br /><br />I know this is not the best for us,<br />But promise that we'll be fine.<br />Because when I'm wasting away,<br />I'm wasting away for both of us.<br /><br />I know I'm going to<br />Laugh it out<br />And smile along the way.<br />No matter how much I bleed,<br />I'll hide it away.<br />Because whenever I see you<br />And everything just disappears.<br /><br />I've given you a rose,<br />A red one, too.<br />But don't they always dry up<br />And die later on?<br /><br />But scatter all the petals<br />They're all just floating away…<br />Because they'll always be gone in the end.<br />It's always just the same.<br />They always float away in the end….Sadikshahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05081145177748412842noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7956345368417329842.post-89677795164137320362010-02-09T19:45:00.000-08:002010-02-09T19:57:40.825-08:00Retourner l'époque.<span style="color:#000066;">The title means " Turn Back The Time" in French. = )<br /><br />haha<br />idk if it's good or not...as always. i hope ya'll like it! = )<br /><br /></span><span style="font-family:courier new;"><span style="color:#000066;"><strong>Retourner l'époque.</strong><br /><br />Maybe you need to try,<br />What was your lie for?<br />If you could just<br />Go back in time.<br /><br />Baby,<br />I think you need to...<br />To find yourself,<br />No more of your lies and excuses.<br />Baby,<br />Don't you wish that<br />You could turn back time?<br />And listen as<br />We both cry.<br /><br />Didn't you see her face?<br />Her sad, sad delusional face?<br />Did you think that I'd<br />Take your excuses<br />And take you back?<br /><br />What did you<br />Think that time?<br />Overlooked you lie,<br />Have you?<br /><br />Baby,<br />I think you need to…<br />To find yourself<br />And no more of your lies and excuses.<br />Baby,<br />Don't you wish<br />You could turn back time?<br />And listen as<br />We both cry.<br /><br />What makes you think they'll stay?<br />What did you find?<br />A broken lie.<br /><br />Baby,<br />Don't you think that<br />I'll leave you once<br />I get you. Backed against the wall,<br />Couldn't let you just fall like that.<br />Had to tell you,<br />That you won't have this.<br /><br />Don't let down your guard,<br />I'm not broken and<br />I wont,<br />Take your lie.<br />Baby where have you been?<br />Your lies and excuses,<br />If you could just turn back your time.<br /><br />Baby,<br />I think you need to…<br />To find yourself<br />And no more of your lies and excuses.<br />Baby,<br />Don't you wish<br />You could turn back time?<br />And listen as<br />We both cry.<br /><br />They wont stay with you,<br />No more.<br />I think you need to find another life.<br />Another lie to hide.<br />Another lie to live.<br /><br /></span></span>Sadikshahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05081145177748412842noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7956345368417329842.post-64967986586211959882010-02-03T20:03:00.000-08:002010-02-03T20:09:18.869-08:00Vino avvelenato (Poisoned Wine)<span style="font-family:arial;color:#000066;"><em><span >My mum asked me if i drank wine after she read this poem....LOLOLOL xD<br />the title is in Italian. the translation as you can see, is the " Poisoned Wine" = D<br />enjoy!!</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family:lucida grande;">Vino avvelenato (Poisoned Wine)</span><br /></span></strong><br /></span><span >Here's for the one whose<br />Heart was more valuable than Gold.<br />But knew not of his love.<br /><br />Here's for the one whose<br />Heart was made of Stone<br />But couldn't help his insecurity.<br /><br />Here's for the one who<br />Couldn't see ,<br />Blinded by hate<br />And engulfed by anger.<br /><br />Here's to the one<br />Who was too late,<br />Who couldn't even smile once it was over,<br />Who stood for too long.<br /><br />Here's to the one who<br />Decided his love was too cheap,<br />Couldn't even bring himself to find her.<br />Here's to the him<br />Whose chances were too slim.<br />Who decided his love was too cheap<br />To even find her.<br /><br />Here's to the one<br />Powerful and rich,<br />He knew not of happiness.<br />Couldn't be generous enough.<br /><br />Here's to these six cursed souls,<br />Who realized they had nothing.<br />For they all lacked qualities.<br /><br />Forgive me,<br />But I wager,<br />They'll all find an excuse to drink<br />This poisoned wine,<br />Before all is over.</span></em></span><span style="font-family:courier new;"> </span>Sadikshahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05081145177748412842noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7956345368417329842.post-85632754183281708352010-01-29T16:00:00.000-08:002010-01-29T16:06:09.344-08:00Eons= )<br /><span style="font-size:180%;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;font-size:130%;color:#000066;"><strong><em>Eons</em></strong></span><br /><br /><em><span style="color:#330033;">It's been years,<br />Centuries,<br />Since I've felt this old.<br /><br />My bones have dried<br />And they shake every time I move.<br />My muscles have become nonexistent,<br />And my eyes have lost their sight.<br /><br />It's been millenniums since<br />I took back my throne,<br />And yet my subjects haven't gotten used to me.<br /><br />It's been decades<br />Since I got back what's mine,<br />And just months since I wrote my history.<br /><br />Fate tells of such a destiny,<br />Of a calm life<br />And happy days.<br /><br />Fate tells of such a destiny,<br />The same destiny,<br />So tedious,<br />With no wars,<br />No differences,<br />No uniqueness .<br /><br />There are no histories,<br />No accomplishments.<br /><br />It's been millenniums<br />Since I took my throne,<br />As the ruler.<br /><br />It's been eons,<br />My bones have grown weak,<br />And my citadels lie in ruins.<br /><br /></span></em>Sadikshahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05081145177748412842noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7956345368417329842.post-42129711602970429212010-01-27T18:49:00.000-08:002010-01-27T19:08:27.284-08:00Break<span >I have been told to make new kind of poems....from various sides and people.....so here it is.<br />= )<br /><br /><span style="color:#330099;"><strong><em>Break</em></strong> </span><br /><br /></span><span style="color:#000066;"><span ><em>To the seas that dance with such fury,</em><br /><em>And the winds that flow in such hurry.</em><br /><em>For the rain that falls swiftly,</em><br /><em>And the desert that seems so timeless....</em><br /><em></em><br /><em>Our land, we shaped,</em><br /><em>And the trees we created,</em><br /><em>It was all in vain. </em><br /><em></em><br /><em>It was our paradise.</em><br /><em>We were the Gods. </em><br /><em>And the lands were our Castles.</em><br /><em>We defined it,</em><br /><em>We hadn't known of the limits. </em><br /><em></em><br /><em>Our marred perfection,</em><br /><em>Our greed never went away.</em><br /><em>Our indulgence to the new,</em><br /><em>Nay respect for the old...</em><br /><em></em><br /><em>It breaks, our world,</em><br /><em>It's broken.</em><br /><em>Reflection of our marred perfection.</em> </span></span><br /><em><br /><span style="color:#000066;"><span ><em>Break down,</em><br /><em>Our loyalty is to ourselves,</em><br /><em>Even now,</em><br /><em>We know not of guilt.</em><br /><em></em><br /><em>Our desert has come to an end.</em><br /><em>Our once timeless desert....</em> </span></span><br /><span style="color:#000066;">The wind has blown its sand away</span><br /><span style="color:#000066;">And all there can be seen is the earthen floor. </span><br /><span style="color:#000066;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000066;">Where is our land?</span><br /><span style="color:#000066;">Our Castles,</span><br /><span style="color:#000066;">We once so restlessly ruined?</span><br /><span style="color:#000066;">Our creations we once loved,</span><br /><span style="color:#000066;">But are so desolated now.</span><br /><span style="color:#000066;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000066;">We were Gods,</span><br /><span style="color:#000066;">Now we are nothing.</span><br /><span style="color:#000066;">And yet,</span><br /><span style="color:#000066;">We know not of guilt,</span><br /><span style="color:#000066;">But of our indulgence is to ourselves,</span><br /><span style="color:#000066;">And only</span><br /><span style="color:#000066;">Us. </span><br /><span style="color:#000066;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000066;">Break, dire land.</span><br /><span style="color:#000066;">Take our Castles with you. </span><br /><span style="color:#000066;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000066;">Break,</span><br /><span style="color:#000066;">And show us contrition</span><br /><span style="color:#000066;">Of what we've knowingly done....</span><br /><span style="color:#000066;">Break. </span><br /><span style="color:#000066;"></span><br /></em>Sadikshahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05081145177748412842noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7956345368417329842.post-23343807489984161122010-01-21T19:08:00.000-08:002010-01-21T19:40:03.179-08:00Ich hier warten.<span style="color:#330033;">i had this strange desire to make atleast one hopeful poem...= ) </span><br /><span style="color:#330033;"><> the title means "I wait here" in German. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330033;"><em><strong><span style="color:#000066;">Ich heir warten.</span></strong> </em></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330033;"><em></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330033;"><em>Listen as the rain sings,</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330033;"><em>The same clouds we see,</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330033;"><em>Together. </em></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330033;"><em></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330033;"><em>Listen as the wind blows,</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330033;"><em>Know that I am with you,</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330033;"><em>Where ever you go.</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330033;"><em></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330033;"><em>Come, come with me,</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330033;"><em>Where the stars shine,</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330033;"><em>And the sea dances in its own tune.</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330033;"><em>Where the wind is like a caress,</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330033;"><em>And the skies are never the limit.</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330033;"><em></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330033;"><em>Where the sun is ever so visible,</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330033;"><em>Yet the light is still there,</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330033;"><em>The weather is mild, </em></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330033;"><em>And the snow is calm.</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330033;"><em></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330033;"><em>I wait here, for you.</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330033;"><em></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330033;"><em>Listen, listen as the</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330033;"><em>Leaves sing their hymn for us.</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330033;"><em>Let them wishper</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330033;"><em>The myth of The Broken Ages.</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330033;"><em>When the wars still existed,</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330033;"><em>Where pain and suffering</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330033;"><em>Were like sisters,</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330033;"><em>Never apart,</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330033;"><em>And always inevitable.</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330033;"><em></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330033;"><em>Come with me,</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330033;"><em>Where dreams always shine.</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330033;"><em>And there is no war. </em></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330033;"><em>No guilt. </em></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330033;"><em></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330033;"><em>I wait here, for you. </em></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330033;"><em>I wait forever. </em></span>Sadikshahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05081145177748412842noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7956345368417329842.post-34594675706420332122010-01-17T18:03:00.000-08:002010-01-17T18:57:03.336-08:00Mentir à moi<span style="color:#663300;">I can honestly say i was thinking the opposite of the mood of the poem when i wrote it....= \ yeah</span><br /><span style="color:#663300;">-.-' but here it is; please comment. = ) the title means 'Lie To Me' in French = )</span><br /><span style="color:#663300;"></span><br /><span style="color:#663300;"><em><strong>Mentir `a moi</strong></em> </span><br /><span style="color:#663300;"></span><br /><em><span style="color:#663300;">Tied with my shackles</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#663300;">To the ground.</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#663300;">Pain in my blood,</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#663300;">That still flows down.</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#663300;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#663300;">Lie to me.</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#663300;">Tell me I'm not dying.</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#663300;">Lie to me.</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#663300;">Tell me I'm still breathing.</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#663300;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#663300;">I've lost myself in these beautiful</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#663300;">Sceneries, I can't come back down.</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#663300;">There are angels knocking at my door,</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#663300;">I fear they've come to take me. </span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#663300;">And I know it's not my time.</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#663300;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#663300;">Lie to me.</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#663300;">Say you need me,</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#663300;">And I'll stay.</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#663300;">Lie to me.</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#663300;">Break them apart, </span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#663300;">You're my only shield. </span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#663300;">They've come for my soul,</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#663300;">And I fear they wont leave.</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#663300;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#663300;">I fear I've lost my way</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#663300;">And I know I can't find myself.</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#663300;">I can't come back down.</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#663300;">I fear there's nothing left of me.</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#663300;"></span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#663300;">Lie to me.</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#663300;">Silence is too thick,</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#663300;">The deathbed I've created for myself.</span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#663300;">Lie to me.</span></em><br /><span style="color:#663300;"><em>And I promise I'll stay. </em></span><br /><em></em><br /><em></em><br /><br /><em></em>Sadikshahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05081145177748412842noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7956345368417329842.post-42596234095212925912010-01-14T15:22:00.000-08:002010-01-14T15:34:02.573-08:00Verlangsamen ( Slow Down )<em><strong><span style="font-family:georgia;"><span style="color:#000066;"><span style="font-family:courier new;">There are days<br />When the things we want seem<br />So far away<br />We can't even reach it.<br /><br />And there are times,<br />When we know we can't<br />Leave,<br />Leave the rest of the world behind<br />And stay in our darkness,<br />No matter how much we want to.<br /><br />Slow down,<br />Listen to your cries, and right now<br />Just listen to my heartbeat,<br />I could just stop right now.<br /><br />Push away all that we've known<br />And all that we could ever know....<br />Bonds can be broken<br />Silver, tarnished bonds.<br /><br />The fallen glasses, they<br />Could have just been mended. Now,<br />They're just broken.<br /><br />Slow down,<br />Listen to your cries, and right now<br />Listen to my heartbeat,<br />I could just stop right now. I,<br />I could just stop now.<br /><br />Golden skies are ours<br />To fly in.<br />Blue skies are just for dreamers.<br />Dreamers who never wake up.<br />Verlangsamen.</span><br /></span></span></strong></em>Sadikshahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05081145177748412842noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7956345368417329842.post-76967160124099384962009-11-16T17:37:00.000-08:002009-11-16T17:56:07.630-08:00Insignificant<span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;">Now's the time,</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;">Put on a mask.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;">Let them think you're happy</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;">As you ever were,</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;">And light up their smile.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;">This is the real world,</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;">You are insignificant</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;">When it comes to the bigger picture.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;">Cloak your feelings,</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;">And smile bright</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;">As the camera clicks away.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;">Let them think </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;">You couldn't be happier</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;">That they've erased all the sadness in you. </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;">Make them happy,</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;">It's all you live for.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;">It's all you could ever live for.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;">They never see</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;">How that pretty, little </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;">Smile of yours never </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;">Reaches your eyes. </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;">This is the real world,</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;">You are insignificant</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;">When it comes to the bigger picture.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;">Cloak your feelings,</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;">And smile bright</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;">As the camera clicks away.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;">Never scream out</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;">Or shout, </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;">Or let them know</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;">How you're feeling.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;">One day, when you leave,</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;">They'll see it.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;">How your pretty little smile </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;">Never truly reached your eyes,</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;">But you'll be too far away to hear</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;">Their mournful cries.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;">This is the real world,</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;">You are insignificant</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;">When it comes to the bigger picture.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;">Cloak your feelings,</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;">And smile bright </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;">As the camera clicks away. </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;">Don't frown,</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;">And never let them see your sorrow,</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;">As the camera clicks away....</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;"></span>Sadikshahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05081145177748412842noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7956345368417329842.post-39714758832647080672009-11-15T08:24:00.000-08:002009-11-15T08:37:51.763-08:00Teardrop<span >I wrote this one for this project I did for English... = ) enjoy</span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"><em></em></span><br /><em>Teardrop</em><br /><em></em><br /><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"><em>Little light wishes,</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"><em>Some that may never come true</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"><em>Whispers that demean,</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"><em>All that may come to be.</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"><em></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"><em>Teardrop that falls</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"><em>With every emotions surreal.</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"><em>Gentle my arms are,</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"><em>So frail.</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"><em></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"><em>Gentle are my emotions,</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"><em>Sadness is their nature.</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"><em>Guilt of my heart</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"><em>And its desires.</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"><em></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"><em>Teardrop that falls</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"><em>With every emotions surreal</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"><em>Gentle my arms are,</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"><em>So breakable.</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"><em></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"><em>Light oh! It comes....</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"><em>See the wishful words</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"><em>I've made,</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"><em>Oh! Will we ever be</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"><em>What we used to be again?</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"><em></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"><em>Gentle are my emotions</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"><em>Sadness is their nature,</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"><em>Guilty, my heart is</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"><em>With its desires.</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"><em></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"><em>Teardrop that falls </em></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"><em>With every emotions surreal</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"><em>Gentle my arms are</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"><em>So friable.</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"><em></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"><em>So fragile.</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"><em>Don't leave me with my </em></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"><em>Teardrop...</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;"></span>Sadikshahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05081145177748412842noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7956345368417329842.post-38528140499663598362009-11-12T14:30:00.000-08:002009-11-12T14:53:34.232-08:00Perfect...<span style="color:#000066;"><em>Have you ever realized that things will never change?</em></span><br /><span style="color:#000066;"><em>The destruction that will never be lifted,</em></span><br /><span style="color:#000066;"><em>The wishes that will never come to be,</em></span><br /><span style="color:#000066;"><em>And the promises that will never be kept;</em></span><br /><span style="color:#000066;"><em>All the while,</em></span><br /><span style="color:#000066;"><em>You're wishing you could be someone else.</em></span><br /><span style="color:#000066;"><em></em></span><br /><span style="color:#000066;"><em>The scars will never be erased,</em></span><br /><span style="color:#000066;"><em>And the reasons for all that</em></span><br /><span style="color:#000066;"><em>Were the emotions all along,</em></span><br /><span style="color:#000066;"><em>While you just sat there...</em></span><br /><span style="color:#000066;"><em>Wishing you could be someone else;</em></span><br /><span style="color:#000066;"><em>Someone who knew all the right things to say and do,</em></span><br /><span style="color:#000066;"><em>Someone who could erase all the worries left behind,</em></span><br /><span style="color:#000066;"><em>Someone who knew better.....</em></span><br /><span style="color:#000066;"><em></em></span><br /><span style="color:#000066;"><em>All the words that may have been spoken are gone,</em></span><br /><span style="color:#000066;"><em>And whatever that was said is buried inside,</em></span><br /><span style="color:#000066;"><em>Where no one can reach and mend.</em></span><br /><span style="color:#000066;"><em></em></span><br /><span style="color:#000066;"><em>Sometimes goodbye will never be for the better.</em></span><br /><span style="color:#000066;"><em>And all the while </em></span><br /><span style="color:#000066;"><em>You wish you could be someone else for a day,</em></span><br /><span style="color:#000066;"><em>Just a day.....</em></span><br /><span style="color:#000066;"><em>And pick up all the pieces....</em></span><br /><span style="color:#000066;"><em>Rebuild the bridges burned overtime....</em></span><br /><span style="color:#000066;"><em></em></span><br /><span style="color:#000066;"><em>I broke that little glass rose you gave me,</em></span><br /><span style="color:#000066;"><em>It meant nothing after a while...</em></span><br /><span style="color:#000066;"><em>I tore down your paintings of me,</em></span><br /><span style="color:#000066;"><em>They were never genuine...</em></span><br /><span style="color:#000066;"><em>Somehow I got caught up</em></span><br /><span style="color:#000066;"><em>In between your lies and promises,</em></span><br /><span style="color:#000066;"><em>And then everything seemd to be shattering</em></span><br /><span style="color:#000066;"><em>All around me.</em></span><br /><span style="color:#000066;"><em></em></span><br /><span style="color:#000066;"><em>The illusions that were always there,</em></span><br /><span style="color:#000066;"><em>Your words that could never amount up to anything.</em></span><br /><span style="color:#000066;"><em>All the while,</em></span><br /><span style="color:#000066;"><em>I kept on wishing I was someone else;</em></span><br /><span style="color:#000066;"><em>Someone who knew all the things to make it all better,</em></span><br /><span style="color:#000066;"><em>Someone who knew all the right things to do and say,</em></span><br /><span style="color:#000066;"><em>Someone perfect.....</em></span>Sadikshahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05081145177748412842noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7956345368417329842.post-14420245510702279332009-10-05T17:07:00.000-07:002009-10-05T17:11:58.053-07:00Carousel<span style="font-family:arial;color:#330033;"><em>Look around my carousel,</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#330033;"><em>Do you see how it goes round and round?... </em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#330033;"><em>This is an addiction I intend to keep,</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#330033;"><em>An addiction I can't bear to lose.... </em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#330033;"><em></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#330033;"><em>It kills me,</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#330033;"><em>I know, </em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#330033;"><em>You know. </em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#330033;"><em></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#330033;"><em>Do you see my carousel? </em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#330033;"><em>Its swiftness? </em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#330033;"><em>I know you want my addiction </em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#330033;"><em>Maybe you'll find your own way there </em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#330033;"><em>To the silent bliss </em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#330033;"><em>That's out to destroy us.</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#330033;"><em></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#330033;"><em>Hey! Look at my carousel…</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#330033;"><em>When will it ever slow down </em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#330033;"><em>Enough for me to get off? </em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#330033;"><em>Maybe If I find a way </em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#330033;"><em>To make it stop, </em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#330033;"><em>Maybe my addiction will be easier to lose then..…. </em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#330033;"><em></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#330033;"><em>My addiction, </em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#330033;"><em>Gaze at its ecstatic rapture </em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#330033;"><em>So beautiful </em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#330033;"><em>So gruesome…. </em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#330033;"><em>Oh! When will it ever end? </em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#330033;"><em>When will it stop? </em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;color:#330033;"><em></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#330033;"><span style="font-family:arial;"><em>My carousel….</em></span> </span>Sadikshahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05081145177748412842noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7956345368417329842.post-90463243755673614912009-09-05T13:27:00.000-07:002009-09-05T13:40:13.136-07:00Trapped<span style="color:#000066;">Hands,<br />Holding her soul<br />While she sits bound in invisible shackles.<br />Akin to a caged bird,<br />She cries for freedom<br />But no one can hear her.<br />The darkened abyss of the world around her.<br /><br />The hands hold her captive,<br />As they protect her.<br />They're her only home,<br />The only place she knows she can go to.<br />She's trapped.<br /><br />Her soul cries for freedom.<br />Her despair so clear cut.<br />She wishes for something she doesn't know about,<br />Something she never had a chance to see.<br /><br />Hands,<br />Holding her soul,<br />Protecting her<br />Holding her captive.<br /><br />Trapped.</span>Sadikshahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05081145177748412842noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7956345368417329842.post-17409369403576200472009-05-06T20:40:00.000-07:002009-05-06T20:44:32.341-07:00Innocence<em><span style="color:#000099;">Childhood is a sunny spring,<br />Of sweet scented flowers<br />And the sunny hills.<br />Childhood is a rollercoaster,<br />Having difficult ups and downs<br />But many happy endings.<br />Childhood is getting in trouble,<br />And not being responsible for it.<br />Childhood is dancing in the rain<br />With no worry for the future.<br />Childhood is believing in everything,<br />And never doubting the<br />Frightening stories that you hear.<br />Childhood is getting up in a weekday morning<br />And pretending to be sick so<br />You won’t have to go to school.<br />Childhood is a memory of the earliest<br />And the happiest times of your life.<br />Childhood is innocence. </span></em><br /><em><span style="color:#000099;"></span></em><br /><a href="http://khasskhass.com/">http://khasskhass.com/</a>Sadikshahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05081145177748412842noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7956345368417329842.post-81775963470325181762009-04-14T11:42:00.000-07:002009-04-15T19:06:53.833-07:00Mirror<span style="font-family:courier new;color:#330099;">Parallel universe,<br />Staring into my eyes.<br />Deep dark secrets<br />They all wish to hide.<br />Broken as a mirror,<br />I see what she is<br />Beckoning to a terror---<br />Dream or a nightmare?<br /><br /><span id="SPELLING_ERROR_0" class="blsp-spelling-error">Pitter</span> patter of the rain as a<br />Nightmare breaks.<br />Silent as a snake<br />But terrified more than anything,<br />I awake.<br />I make myself clear,<br />Changeable as day.<br />Though I am not a seer,<br />I see what lies as my fate.<br /><br />I may not know who or what<br />I am,<br />But I am different<br />And so I am alone.<br />Wrong may be my last,<br />Though I am not sure.<br />Lost silence may be gone,<br />but at least it used to be pure.<br />Glasses thus breakable,<br />though as long lasting as memories<br />as they fade into a pass by of life...<br />They disappear</span>Sadikshahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05081145177748412842noreply@blogger.com2