Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Dämmerung

title means Dusk in German = )

Dämmerung

Remember the black dusk,
Where we shared our dreams?
The boundless blue sky,
The emerald sea.

Remember the meadow,
Where the white flowers bloomed.
Where we ran, chasing the blue butterflies.
Where we laid, the sun shining on our faces.

Now, I see you,
And I think that maybe,
It was all a lie.
I know I wont miss you.

I can't seem to find
The words to describe how I've felt
During those times,
When you were just there, and not truly mine.

I used to break when I saw you.
The way you smiled,
Your quiet ways of being so easily amused.
I know I wont miss you.

I remember everyday,
When I used to just shine,
Feel I was lucky, knowing you.
I know I wont miss you.

I remember your promise,
I remember it everyday.
I know I could never miss you.

No, I could never miss
Your lies and boundless smiles;
Your warm laughter and cold eyes.
No, I could never miss you.

I remember the forests
We used to hide in,
We were so small
Compared to the majestic trees.

Through the darkness that fell,
As the blue sky darkened.
No, I don't miss you.
Not one bit.

Where You Lead

lol, the title took me a long time to find. =\
but yeah. = )
it's kinda short-ish...lol

Where You Lead

I think I'll stay here…
Take another breather.
Break another bridge,
Make another asperser.

Don't want to chase
Another lie,
I want to break all my ties, and
Never take another chance to smile.

Can't find my balance
In this world.
These words fly past me
And I can't find my responses.

Can't lie to me,
Knowing all that you've done.
Can't lie to you,
When only truth comes out of me. But

I'll tell you everything you want to hear,
Just this once, when there's nothing to fear.
I'll bring you everything you need,
And know that when I'm gone, I know where you'll lead.

And I, I think I'll just stay here.
I think I'll just stay here.
Watching you move on,
Watching you carry on. But

I'll tell you everything you want to hear,
Just this once, when there's no fear.
I'll bring you everything you need,
And know that when I'm gone, I know where you'll lead.
I know where you will lead….

Top Of The World

Top Of The World

I know I say a lot of things,
But I can't stay this way.
You're the only thing real to me
Because of the way you are and what you say.

Things are meant to be
Said the way they're felt.
Broken hearts can't be mended
By wishing they were….

I'm walking down these streets,
They're full of memories
Both flawless, and damaged.
And I don't wanna say goodbye,
But nothing's coming out right.

You're on top of my world.
And you're the only thing
I can carry, without pain.

All I can say is I need you,
And that you're the most genuine
Thing I know.

You're the only thing I can carry
Without pain.

You're out of this world,
And I could never leave.
And I want to be all
You want in me.
Everything you want in me.

You're the only genuine thing I know,
And I won't be me without you.
Never without you.

Friday, February 12, 2010

Auszehrung

idk.... Title means "Wasting Away" in German
....that's all i'll say...does it sound too....abrupt?
and it's short...= \
= O


Auszehrung

When I'm falling,
And you're catching me.
I don't know why
But I wish you were the only one to blame...
You just can't disappear from my eyes
And nothing's the same.

Could you just stand,
And never say a word?
Every time, I see you
I see you catching me.

I know this is not the best for us,
But promise that we'll be fine.
Because when I'm wasting away,
I'm wasting away for both of us.

I know I'm going to
Laugh it out
And smile along the way.
No matter how much I bleed,
I'll hide it away.
Because whenever I see you
And everything just disappears.

I've given you a rose,
A red one, too.
But don't they always dry up
And die later on?

But scatter all the petals
They're all just floating away…
Because they'll always be gone in the end.
It's always just the same.
They always float away in the end….

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Retourner l'époque.

The title means " Turn Back The Time" in French. = )

haha
idk if it's good or not...as always. i hope ya'll like it! = )

Retourner l'époque.

Maybe you need to try,
What was your lie for?
If you could just
Go back in time.

Baby,
I think you need to...
To find yourself,
No more of your lies and excuses.
Baby,
Don't you wish that
You could turn back time?
And listen as
We both cry.

Didn't you see her face?
Her sad, sad delusional face?
Did you think that I'd
Take your excuses
And take you back?

What did you
Think that time?
Overlooked you lie,
Have you?

Baby,
I think you need to…
To find yourself
And no more of your lies and excuses.
Baby,
Don't you wish
You could turn back time?
And listen as
We both cry.

What makes you think they'll stay?
What did you find?
A broken lie.

Baby,
Don't you think that
I'll leave you once
I get you. Backed against the wall,
Couldn't let you just fall like that.
Had to tell you,
That you won't have this.

Don't let down your guard,
I'm not broken and
I wont,
Take your lie.
Baby where have you been?
Your lies and excuses,
If you could just turn back your time.

Baby,
I think you need to…
To find yourself
And no more of your lies and excuses.
Baby,
Don't you wish
You could turn back time?
And listen as
We both cry.

They wont stay with you,
No more.
I think you need to find another life.
Another lie to hide.
Another lie to live.

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Vino avvelenato (Poisoned Wine)

My mum asked me if i drank wine after she read this poem....LOLOLOL xD
the title is in Italian. the translation as you can see, is the " Poisoned Wine" = D
enjoy!!


Vino avvelenato (Poisoned Wine)

Here's for the one whose
Heart was more valuable than Gold.
But knew not of his love.

Here's for the one whose
Heart was made of Stone
But couldn't help his insecurity.

Here's for the one who
Couldn't see ,
Blinded by hate
And engulfed by anger.

Here's to the one
Who was too late,
Who couldn't even smile once it was over,
Who stood for too long.

Here's to the one who
Decided his love was too cheap,
Couldn't even bring himself to find her.
Here's to the him
Whose chances were too slim.
Who decided his love was too cheap
To even find her.

Here's to the one
Powerful and rich,
He knew not of happiness.
Couldn't be generous enough.

Here's to these six cursed souls,
Who realized they had nothing.
For they all lacked qualities.

Forgive me,
But I wager,
They'll all find an excuse to drink
This poisoned wine,
Before all is over.

Friday, January 29, 2010

Eons

= )

Eons

It's been years,
Centuries,
Since I've felt this old.

My bones have dried
And they shake every time I move.
My muscles have become nonexistent,
And my eyes have lost their sight.

It's been millenniums since
I took back my throne,
And yet my subjects haven't gotten used to me.

It's been decades
Since I got back what's mine,
And just months since I wrote my history.

Fate tells of such a destiny,
Of a calm life
And happy days.

Fate tells of such a destiny,
The same destiny,
So tedious,
With no wars,
No differences,
No uniqueness .

There are no histories,
No accomplishments.

It's been millenniums
Since I took my throne,
As the ruler.

It's been eons,
My bones have grown weak,
And my citadels lie in ruins.