Changing Hearts

this is a new one. :)

Changing Hearts

That day my heart shattered into a thousand pieces

Even if a tomorrow came slowly

I couldn't pick myself together soon enough

I'll try and go back to the way I was before

Without a change of heart

And see myself come right back here again

Maybe I'll bring everything back too

The same scenery and the secrecy in which we held each other

I feel the same high tension all over again

We try and try to be the same

Still frame as we once were

We're still broken and not yet mendable

We lay breathing yet we're not smiling like we used to

Our hearts apart and forever different

Like we're different souls now

Those days when I felt like I was unbreakable

Seem so childish now

No life in this apocalyptic world

No life that I care for

That day, my heart shattered into a thousand pieces,

We weren't meant to be broken, and

We all strayed away from each other

If we only changed one second,

If we could only say the same one more day.

I don't see the same scenery anymore

That sunset and the sunrise

Each was a new day

Now they all blend together without a difference

That dream that we all wanted to keep safe

That wish that all of us wanted to keep alive

We all believed that we couldn't be torn apart

Why do I still see the sky that we still saw?

Our broken promises are still in the air

Our betrayal

I remember that day

We all held ribbons

And promised each other to never part

And now, why?

I remember that day,

When our soon to be broken promises

Were spoken like they would always be kept.

The Other World

okay so, i have NOT written in such a long time, and when i tried, i couldn't stop.
it's not edited, so please point out the mistakes if you see any! :D
Thankyou so much for taking your time to read my posts! i know i don't reply much and all, but i really do appreciate your encouragement. It's just that I start thinking that if i say "thankyou!" and all so much, it'll start to sound like I'm just saying it and i don't really mean it (and i really do mean it). -.-'

(the name of the poem is still being worked on as of yet, but this is the 'prototype', you could say)

The Other World

I live here alone
At the edge of the earth;
There are long fields where lights
Float up, towards the clouds
Blackened skies that are never luminous
They simply suck up the lights...

The yellow grass that never glows green
The roses that never fall
Yet they are so dried and dead..

I'm here all alone
And I search for you
The broken buildings fall
And I lose myself in the
Devastation.

I search for the cities in the night
Where I once knew
When they lightened up like
The same lights that float around

I search for the same soul
I once knew,
Laughing and kind;
Always changing
Yet always so familiar.

The shattered glass reflects
The darkness in the skies,
In place of the ocean that is long gone.

Here I am,
Without you;
Always finding my way, and
Always losing myself.

I see my windows,
The shutters open
And I see the other world
With so much life and beauty...

Here I am,
Without you;
Always searching for a way to leave,
Yet I never seem to find the way out.