Mentir à moi

I can honestly say i was thinking the opposite of the mood of the poem when i wrote it....= \ yeah
-.-' but here it is; please comment. = ) the title means 'Lie To Me' in French = )

Mentir `a moi

Tied with my shackles
To the ground.
Pain in my blood,
That still flows down.

Lie to me.
Tell me I'm not dying.
Lie to me.
Tell me I'm still breathing.

I've lost myself in these beautiful
Sceneries, I can't come back down.
There are angels knocking at my door,
I fear they've come to take me.
And I know it's not my time.

Lie to me.
Say you need me,
And I'll stay.
Lie to me.
Break them apart,
You're my only shield.
They've come for my soul,
And I fear they wont leave.

I fear I've lost my way
And I know I can't find myself.
I can't come back down.
I fear there's nothing left of me.

Lie to me.
Silence is too thick,
The deathbed I've created for myself.
Lie to me.
And I promise I'll stay.

Verlangsamen ( Slow Down )

There are days
When the things we want seem
So far away
We can't even reach it.

And there are times,
When we know we can't
Leave,
Leave the rest of the world behind
And stay in our darkness,
No matter how much we want to.

Slow down,
Listen to your cries, and right now
Just listen to my heartbeat,
I could just stop right now.

Push away all that we've known
And all that we could ever know....
Bonds can be broken
Silver, tarnished bonds.

The fallen glasses, they
Could have just been mended. Now,
They're just broken.

Slow down,
Listen to your cries, and right now
Listen to my heartbeat,
I could just stop right now. I,
I could just stop now.

Golden skies are ours
To fly in.
Blue skies are just for dreamers.
Dreamers who never wake up.
Verlangsamen.

Insignificant

Now's the time,
Put on a mask.
Let them think you're happy
As you ever were,
And light up their smile.

This is the real world,
You are insignificant
When it comes to the bigger picture.

Cloak your feelings,
And smile bright
As the camera clicks away.

Let them think
You couldn't be happier
That they've erased all the sadness in you.
Make them happy,
It's all you live for.
It's all you could ever live for.

They never see
How that pretty, little
Smile of yours never
Reaches your eyes.

This is the real world,
You are insignificant
When it comes to the bigger picture.

Cloak your feelings,
And smile bright
As the camera clicks away.

Never scream out
Or shout,
Or let them know
How you're feeling.

One day, when you leave,
They'll see it.
How your pretty little smile
Never truly reached your eyes,
But you'll be too far away to hear
Their mournful cries.

This is the real world,
You are insignificant
When it comes to the bigger picture.

Cloak your feelings,
And smile bright
As the camera clicks away.

Don't frown,
And never let them see your sorrow,
As the camera clicks away....

Teardrop

I wrote this one for this project I did for English... = ) enjoy

Teardrop


Little light wishes,
Some that may never come true
Whispers that demean,
All that may come to be.

Teardrop that falls
With every emotions surreal.
Gentle my arms are,
So frail.

Gentle are my emotions,
Sadness is their nature.
Guilt of my heart
And its desires.

Teardrop that falls
With every emotions surreal
Gentle my arms are,
So breakable.

Light oh! It comes....
See the wishful words
I've made,
Oh! Will we ever be
What we used to be again?

Gentle are my emotions
Sadness is their nature,
Guilty, my heart is
With its desires.

Teardrop that falls
With every emotions surreal
Gentle my arms are
So friable.

So fragile.
Don't leave me with my
Teardrop...

Perfect...

Have you ever realized that things will never change?
The destruction that will never be lifted,
The wishes that will never come to be,
And the promises that will never be kept;
All the while,
You're wishing you could be someone else.

The scars will never be erased,
And the reasons for all that
Were the emotions all along,
While you just sat there...
Wishing you could be someone else;
Someone who knew all the right things to say and do,
Someone who could erase all the worries left behind,
Someone who knew better.....

All the words that may have been spoken are gone,
And whatever that was said is buried inside,
Where no one can reach and mend.

Sometimes goodbye will never be for the better.
And all the while
You wish you could be someone else for a day,
Just a day.....
And pick up all the pieces....
Rebuild the bridges burned overtime....

I broke that little glass rose you gave me,
It meant nothing after a while...
I tore down your paintings of me,
They were never genuine...
Somehow I got caught up
In between your lies and promises,
And then everything seemd to be shattering
All around me.

The illusions that were always there,
Your words that could never amount up to anything.
All the while,
I kept on wishing I was someone else;
Someone who knew all the things to make it all better,
Someone who knew all the right things to do and say,
Someone perfect.....

Carousel

Look around my carousel,
Do you see how it goes round and round?...
This is an addiction I intend to keep,
An addiction I can't bear to lose....

It kills me,
I know,
You know.

Do you see my carousel?
Its swiftness?
I know you want my addiction
Maybe you'll find your own way there
To the silent bliss
That's out to destroy us.

Hey! Look at my carousel…
When will it ever slow down
Enough for me to get off?
Maybe If I find a way
To make it stop,
Maybe my addiction will be easier to lose then..….

My addiction,
Gaze at its ecstatic rapture
So beautiful
So gruesome….
Oh! When will it ever end?
When will it stop?

My carousel….

Trapped

Hands,
Holding her soul
While she sits bound in invisible shackles.
Akin to a caged bird,
She cries for freedom
But no one can hear her.
The darkened abyss of the world around her.

The hands hold her captive,
As they protect her.
They're her only home,
The only place she knows she can go to.
She's trapped.

Her soul cries for freedom.
Her despair so clear cut.
She wishes for something she doesn't know about,
Something she never had a chance to see.

Hands,
Holding her soul,
Protecting her
Holding her captive.

Trapped.